'am lost.. mayotteru...

im lost... huhuhu

Y do I feel my day's complete just by seeing you?

Y am I devastated when you're not here?

Y do my problems seem to disappear when I look at you?

Y am I suffering yet I don't want to end it?

Y does it feel so wonderful when you show you care?

Y do I have to endure the pain, knowing I will never have you?

Y do I care so much about you?

Y do you make me smile? Cry?

Y am I thinking of you?

Y do I feel nervous and courageous at the same time?

Y can you make me feel weak yet I can move mountains for you?

Y do I love you?

DAMN IT!

Y can't YOU see I love you?

**** a friend asked me the questions below:

Bakit masakit kapag may masamang nangyari?

Bakit masakit rin kapag walang nangyayari??

Bakit masakit pa rin kapag may mabuting nangyari???

-- and I have no idea WHY?

- Pag-alam nyo sagot sa mga tanong ko, sabihin nyo. ..

Anyway, ba't ko nga ba pinag-aaksayahan ng panahon ang mga bagay na ito.. sayang sa braincells ko. . Nakakainis nga! Siya ba alam ba nya ang nangyayari sa akin? Nararamdaman ba nya ang mga nararamdaman ko? Nahihirapan ba sya tulad ng paghihirap ko? Malamang HINDI!! HINDI at HINDI!! Nakakainis diba!? Ni wala siyang ideya sa lahat ng mga pinagdaraanan ko! this is so unfair! darn it! Bahala na! KEBER! His loss, not mine anyway... but then...

* Rantings of a deranged  psychopath  girl..

posted by: hyde_chan at 21:14 | link | comments (2) |

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#1  25 January 2005 - 05:29

 

Haha! I felt exactly the same way three weeks ago. Nakakainis yung feeling 'no? Lagi ko siyang iniisip pero ako, iniisip niya kaya? Well, alam ko na ang sagot diyan. He may as well get lost. Thank God I'm over him now. hehehe.

asenath

#2  26 January 2005 - 19:28

 

hhmmm... good to know you're over that feeling.. me? now, it's ok.. am syur, not for long.. it's always coming back and haunting me fr time to time .. hehe

hyde_chan

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