'am lost.. mayotteru...

im lost... huhuhu

 

A FRIENDLY REMINDER:

I'm so sure every one of you already got this forwarded message, so I stopped forwarding it to anyone, to help minimize trash in their inbox.

But everytime I see this, I always feel happy, gloomy, guilty all at the same time. Knowing all of these are true, it touches me to the core. I should print copies of this and put it everywhere to remind me of what I have and I couldn't have...

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two  ..

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..   
 
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.  

4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.  

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.    

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.  

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.  

8. Don't waste y our time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you .  

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.  

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.   ;

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.  

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.  

 

 

posted by: hyde_chan at 16:01 | link | comments |

LACKWIT!

 

Oh SHT! Realizing that I wasted my time always makes me feel stupid!!? I'm so stupid! Why waste 4 yrs of my life on something I know I'll never have!? Damm*t!! Just PLAIN Stupidity !! I can be a candidate for firing squad in Luneta for Martyrdom!  And what more, I'm a willing candidate! 

 There are just so many signs!! So many that I lost count!   But what did I do, I willingly continue to be stupid... to just fight... and fight... blindly... accept all of it, cry sometimes if couldn't take it, and then just continue my fight again.. my vigil. But has there been any improvement? ASA PA!

Heck no! I'll be dead and it won't get noticed! I guess I'm not worth it... but still, it hurts!

takte naman!  WAKE UP HANNAH!!! di ka naman Tanga talaga!  Kailan ka pa matututo!?

and the WORST part - I'm not waking up from this nightmare.. The reason? I guess I don't want to! After this, I BET I'll continue what I'm fighting for... and most of the time, I've forgotten what it is.. It's just the fight that I don't want to give up..

I don't want to accept defeat.. I don't want to quit.. I'm never a quitter... I maybe stupid but  I'm not a quitter  

!##*%$!@# Stupid na kung stupid!? Eh ano ngayon!?!@#$@$%$#@!!

If that's the only way, then so be it! TANGA EH! Pakialam mo!!

 

posted by: hyde_chan at 02:53 | link | comments |